i'm fat and lazy.
all i want to do is eat. sleep. shop.

i started my pediatrics and obstetrics rotation this week. i'm so excited to be working with kids! they're so adorable! 9 weeks left. hurry up winter break.. pleeeaaseee.

i don't like getting too into my personal life on blogs and whatnot but all i have to say is that this whole break thing makes me feel so strange. and weird. and sad. and bitter. but at the same time it gives me a chance to do whatever i want.

i talk to aimee practically everyday online/skype. actually, i literally talk to her every single day haha. can't wait for her to get back. we've been talking about different things we want to do over winter break. now that we're 21 we should be able to do a looot more. woo hoo.

blah. life is busy. everyone is busy. i never go out or do anything or talk to anyone really. boooooooringggggggg. save me.

i knew that this time would eventually come.
eventually i would have liked to be on my own and experience life without being in a committed relationship. i'm young right? i need that.

i guess i just didn't expect it to be so soon. now. when i was completely happy with how everything was going.

but really there is no right time to do this. it would suck no matter when that time came.

you know what pisses me off? dry, cracked lips.
and what pisses me off even more than that is being allergic to chapstick.
and even mooooooreee than that is only being able to use only one kind of lip moisturizer (for BABIES) that actually works for me and going into a million stores only to find out they no longer sell it.

I AM DYING.

argh. my boss wants us to dress up as playboy bunnies on halloween. i happen to be opening that morning. is she crazy? she is seriously using us as an excuse to dress that way to work. crazy korean lady!

-dying abbie

wooooo. caffeine high! body is still so awake and fidgety but my mind is exhausted!

what strange weather. Yesterday i woke up to cool, crisp air. What fall should really feel like.
And today I awoke to icky slightly warm air. Blah. I'm ready to bundle up in layers and layers of clothing during the day and ready to use my mexican blanket at night.

finally got a new phone! my old phone was literally missing its face. super fug. now i have the samsung blackjack II! and even though i don't use the web features or anything i still lovesss it.

9 weeks down, 9 weeks to go! it's going by so quickly yet so slowly at the same time. wow by this time next year i'll be almost ready to graduate and become a full on registered nurse. *ughhhhh. the thought just gave me the heebie jeebies!

-abigail

how is it that there is so much to learn about life, this world, universe, EVERYTHING and no time in a single person's lifetime to discover it all. it would take a million lifetimes to learn about it all and a million more just to understand it. ooooooohhh man. this is so overwhelming.

even just looking at that picture up there i'm so amazed. and it's just a picture. i can't even fathom what it would be like to see it right in front of me. in space! ahhhhh. my head is going crazy!

some people are just so damn condescending!
but why? assholes.

i feel so weird right now. like i can't breathe. and at the same time i'm concentrating on my breathing like i have to constantly control it. you know what i mean? like when you start think about your blinking and it doesn't come naturally anymore. anyways. i don't know. i think i might be really stressed out. or maybe my shorts are on too tight.

-abbie